Do you really believe that you will be free of the things that hold you back? Is there a llingering doubt that Jesus will heal others, but not heal (sanctify) you?
I used to think this, but then God showed me that it is actually by faith, that we are sanctified.
Jesus says in Acts 26:18 “…to open their eyes so that they turn from darkness to light and from the power of Satan to God, so that they may receive forgiveness of sins and a share among those who are sanctified by faith in me.”