My spirit danced before the Lord most of the night!! I felt restored in my relationship and access to Jesus and Father God.
2 Sam 6:21 David retorted to Michal, “I was dancing before the Lord, who chose me above your father and all his family! He appointed me as the leader of Israel, the people of the Lord, so I celebrate before the Lord.”
Current struggle root cause that has been revealed: The human heart is extremely deceptive. (Jer 17:9). It plots things and sets me up, and I believe it!
At times I know it’s lying to me, but I want to believe it (so I don’t have to take responsibility?), and that’s part of the problem. Part of me still likes sin and strives to find ways to get it.
There is also a lie that says something like, “God can not sustain me.” I walk with God but then seem to run out of steam.
The other lie is that God has given me more than I can bear, and that they only way out is to sin.